Cassia's Diary Entree.

August. 10th ,

     Hearing that scream, that scream that will stay in the mind for good. I walked outside one morning due to a horrible scream, I seen Ky getting taken by officials. I didn't understand, I couldn't. Why was he leaving me, why didn't he tell me he had to go? everything kept running through my mind and I didn't know what else to say or do. I just wanted to go and grab him and tell the officials he wasn't going anywhere.

     Was it because of me I kept thinking. What did I do wrong to make him half to leave, make him not even tell me. His parents standing there horrified. The guy I fell in love with, is leaving and is gone. The one I turned to and hurt Xander, my best friend. How could this even be happening? Am I ever going to see him again. If I don't I've just lost everything that I had in my life for good.

     While I talk to Xander, all I can think about is Ky. Now that Xander knows about Ky things are a lot different, when I talk to  him he doesn't make me feel like I have to feel sorry for him. Mine and Xanders friend ship will never be the same, and I know that. I'm the one who changed that. If Ky didn't come into the picture I wonder where Xander and I would be today. I don't think that matters that much though, what happened happened for a reason. Maybe ill find him one day, maybe that day will be soon.